Monday, March 15, 2004
so you say its over mr bond?

no one even reads this thing any more

Posted at 09:54 pm by RedStarSoldier
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Monday, March 08, 2004
where?

well fuck.... should just lay down and play dead

Posted at 03:09 pm by RedStarSoldier
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Friday, March 05, 2004
sam i am

It's not going to get better....
It wont work out the way i want it too...
I ask for the impossable...
I should learn not to care.

Posted at 01:46 pm by RedStarSoldier
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Wednesday, February 11, 2004
almost

I almost cut again... im not in a good place and nothing is helping. I can't talk to any of my friends about everything that is on my mind. Im scared, im scared about my future or lack thereof, im scared about my past will it continue to haunt me like this? Im afraid of what im going to lose im sad for what I have lost. It seems that my own thoughts are against me and happiness. I need to change. I donít like who I am. I feel totally lost and I want to crawl back to some familiar place but there all gone, nothing is the same any more.

Posted at 11:46 pm by RedStarSoldier
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mad world

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had

Posted at 11:11 pm by RedStarSoldier
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so thats how it is

well.... yah its all a cycle lol kind of funny in an odd odd way

Posted at 10:02 pm by RedStarSoldier
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Monday, February 09, 2004
no god damn it!

no fuck that im not doing that again im out of this shit no fucking more i quit,

oh yes quitting that reminds me im going to stop smocking cigaretts as well

no one is allowed to understand this i command it!!!!

Posted at 11:25 pm by RedStarSoldier
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i feel different

i dunno something happend this weekend and i just feel better. Im not sure what it was but I like being happy. I just hope it lasts a while

Posted at 07:52 am by RedStarSoldier
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Thursday, February 05, 2004
who the fuck am i kidding

im so pathetic its sad i wish i could meet my self so i could kick the crap out of me

Posted at 03:04 pm by RedStarSoldier
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Wednesday, February 04, 2004
Cranberries

Linger

If you, if you could return... Don't let it burn,don't let it fade... I'm sure I'm not being rude But it's just your attitude It's tearing me apart It's ruining everything I swore, I swore I would be true And honey so did you So why were you holding her hand Is that the way we stand Were you lying all the time Was it just a game to you But I'm in so deep You know I'm such a fool for you You've got me wrapped around your finger, ra ah ound Do you have to let it linger Do you have to, do you have to, do you have to let it linger Oh, I thought the world of you I thought nothing could go wrong But I was wrong, I was wrong If you, if you could get by Trying not to lie Things wouldn't be so confused And I wouldn't feel so used But you always really knew I just wanna be with you But I'm in so deep You know I'm such a fool for you You've got me wrapped around your finger, ra ah ound Do you have to let it linger Do you have to, do you have to, do you have to let it linger But I'm in so deep You know I'm such a fool for you You've got me wrapped around your finger, ra ah ound Do you have to let it linger Do you have to, do you have to, do you have to let it linger You know I'm such a fool for you You've got me wrapped around your finger, ra ah ound Do you have to let it linger Do you have to, do you have to, do you have to let it linger

Posted at 11:19 pm by RedStarSoldier
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